Happy Monday Pretty Ladies! New Week! New Goals! New Ways to Crush those Goals and Turn Them into Reality! This is my year of THIRTY! I honestly am STILL in shock that in less than 5 months, I will be THIRTY years old. I have been spending the beginning of the year to doing a TON of reflecting and to really and truly sit down to see exactly what it is that I want. What are the things that I want to accomplish this year? What type of man do I want to attract? What type of woman do I want to be? What do I want my auroa to provide to the people who come in contact with me?
I have tons of notebooks so I’ve just been writing, writing and doing more writing and a lot of praying. I’ve faced a lot of truths about myself and sat down face to face with my demons and the things that have been holding me back for so long. I faced MYSELF which can sometimes be the absolute hardest thing to do. I’ve had to deal with my depression and address me being an introvert and how I used that as an excuse to shy away from people out of fear from my past. I’ve had to deal with my weight gain and my procrastination spirit and how I put things off to avoid dealing with them because I felt as though EVERYTHING around me had to be perfect before I could take even the smallest step.
I’ve taken these two months to truly reflect on the woman I am now, the things I’ve been through and how they are shaping me daily. I did this because I refuse to continue to let this mindset and these demons hold me back from being the woman I know I’m meant to be. I recently made a “30 Things to fo Before I Turn 30” checklist. It’s a list of all of the things that I’m looking to accomplish before I turn 30! Some of them may be as small as trying a new fitness class while some may be as big as cutting my hair. I’m documenting those 30 things and will be sharing them on the #rateddHER YouTube channel. These things for me are bigger than just a list, they represent me putting my fear to the side and being RAMAISEYA.
I shared all of this with you all because if you haven’t faced your past or your demons because of fear, DO IT! DO NOT let another month pass by wallowing in your past disappointments instead let today be your fresh new start. FACE YOU! FACE YOU! FACE YOU! LOVE YOUR PAST! ACCEPT YOUR PAST and most importantly, USE the GOOD, BAD and UGLY of who you are to make you the YOU you’re meant to be. No, you may not be embarking on the BIG THIRTY but you are in a new year and it is time for your FULL potential to be released and shared with the world. :)