Trust You, Trust It...
Hi Beautiful Queens! I hope your week is going amazing, you are accomplishing your goals and staying away from you know what...BOYS!! We're slowly, but surely, entering into September. For some, you're excited, having knocked so many things off your "GOALS" list and feeling 2017 has been a year of growth, accomplishments and lots of joy. For others, you feel disappointed and confused. You're still trying to figure out how the majority of the year has passed by and you're not even close to the place you just knew you would be.
You thought by now you would've gotten the dope business, amazing man and more money in the bank than you will need with an overall feeling of peace and security. From one woman who consistently struggles with where I "should" be and where I currently am, it's going to be okay. It's so easy to play the compare game and the woulda, coulda, shoulda game instead of breathing in and realizing everything happens for a reason in it's perfect season. I, struggle too with this dream of what Ramaiseya should've had. In my mind I'm supposed to be with this amazingly dope guy with a booming career, living in this bomb house and at least pregnant with my second child. NEWSFLASH: I'M NOT!! I shouldn't be single and working a mediocre job and be fully into my career instead of part-time in it. At this age, I feel I shouldn't be still dealing with inconsistencies and lies from grown men. I should've been in a healthy, loving relationship and we should be living out our dreams. I mean I'm 28 for God's sake. I'm beautiful! I'm smart! I'm an amazing mom! I have goals that are literally going to change the world. Why am I still stuck in this same place? I treat people right! I don't mind working my butt off and my prayer game is too strong! Why is it so hard for this ideal life that I've configured in my mind to become my day to day reality?
It's simple, life doesn't work on our clock! Life doesn't move when you say move and stop when you say stop. Learning the essence of timing and learning how amazingly awesome time works in your favor when you learn to let things be, is one of the best lessons life can teach you. I know being in the storm, being disappointed, being in the unknown and hearing about timing is not something you want to hear. You want to hear you're going to blink your eyes and life will fall into place the same way you've imagined in your mind. Sorry babe, it doesn't work like that. You have to let the powers that be, BE! You have to continue to work and continue to trust and believe in the power of positivity and affirmations. Life NEVER goes as we would like for it to, but one thing I can gurantee you is by letting go and having faith to trust the unknown, you open up your world to an unlimited flow of blessings.
It's so easy for someone who has everything going right in life to say "trust the journey," "God got you." The hardest thing to do is to NOT believe in the journey but instead believe in the unrealistic fantasy of what YOU think life "should" be. Trust me when I tell you, the process breeds strength and out that strength birth miracles. Yes, I know you thought this would FINALLY be the one and he ended up hurting you! Yes, I know your career path didn't go as planned and now you're working a "job" just to get by but now is NOT the time to give up! Work Hard! Pray Harder! Watch God Work! Trust YOUR journey because one day you're going to look up and every blessing, every dream and every goal will fall into place just when it should.